It's all in my head

Love

2012-02-12T01:07:00.001+08:00

I fall in love with her everyday. She's a sweet, awesome and beautiful girl. Her silly jokes (mostly lame) and stories never fail to make me smile. I love you girl. She can be scary at times though.

FLU Y U NO GO AWAY

2012-02-09T03:47:00.000+08:00

I'm down with flu! Nose can't seem to stop leaking. Took panadol flu max also like no use.

Better this way?

2012-02-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

If me talking to you makes you feel unhappy for some reason, then it's best that I don't talk to you at all. Because all I want is for you to be happy.

Clueless

2012-02-05T18:19:00.003+08:00

I just can't figure you out.

Phase 2

2012-01-28T02:04:00.001+08:00

A typical Singaporean man will go through 5 phases in life.

Phase 1 - Study
Phase 2 - National Service
Phase 3 - Full-time job
Phase 4 - Get married
Phase 5 - Retire

This is how my life phase will look like in 38 days.

Boring

2012-01-26T22:37:00.005+08:00

Am I a boring person?

Why must there be different races, different languages, different religions?

Blog

2012-01-06T03:28:00.000+08:00

I hate blogging. I got tons of things to write but whenever I try to translate my thoughts into words, things don't seem to make sense anymore and I end up deleting everything. Maybe it's because I have very limited vocab. Or I just can't freaking write. It sucks.

Missing you right now

2011-12-19T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yeah yeah I know she's been away for less than 2 days but I really miss her so much, too much, very much right now.

No 2012 birthday celebration

2011-12-15T09:31:00.002+08:00

Steady I'm going in 6th March, BMT. No need to celebrate birthday siol.

Lock down

2011-11-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

It started off with your smile and then your heart. And whenever I'm with you, I feel like I'm on cloud nine.

Ignored

2011-11-20T16:05:00.002+08:00

I don't like the feeling of being ignored.

=]

2011-11-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

Being with you makes me happy. And I'll try my best to make you happy too!

Spinning

2011-11-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

This morning I woke up with a terrible headache. As soon as I stood up, the world was spinning and I was try to balance myself. It felt better after I shower.

Actually I don't feel like going to work but today was my last day at SEAB Pandan Examination Centre. I was kind of sad because everyone bonded well with one another. And our supervisor was the best boss I've had so far. Woke starts at 9am and ended at 9.30am! LoL!

At home after work, the headache somehow worsen. I laid down and saw the ceiling spinning! Ate some medicine and fall asleep. Maybe it's just the weather. Nowadays the weather unpredictable. Even now as I'm typing, my world is still spinning but not as bad.

Stand by me, for once please

2011-11-06T00:29:00.001+08:00

No one stood by me when shit happened. I'm always in the wrong even though I'm not, even though THEY KNEW I'm not. Whatever I said was true but why no one listen to me? I'm not mad. I'm just sad. Do they know that? I bet they don't even care. I'm not evil. But they turned me into a devil.

Further

2011-11-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

Why am I getting further and further away from people?

What is it?

2011-10-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

I need to know what is it that I love. I can't be doing things for no reason. There must be passion in life. And I feel it's time for me to make another change, spiritually.

Care

2011-10-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

It's not that I don't care anymore. I cared too much.

Moving

2011-10-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, you just have to move on.

Cold

2011-10-10T21:37:00.001+08:00

He have to undergo surgery. It's a serious thing but I don't feel sad. The thing is I don't know how to be sad right now or maybe I'm just a cold person. But whatever it is, I wish him luck.

When I'm unhappy, I tried to push that awful feelings aside and carry on with life.

The right way

2011-10-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to be going the right way. Smooth road ahead of me. And now, I'll just have to wait for that one letter that will decide my course of action over the next few years.

I'm a crazy guy.

Fortunate

2011-09-24T07:27:00.000+08:00

Letting it all out was a good idea after all. I felt much better. I'm fortunate to have friends who can listen and give me advice.

.

2011-09-22T06:43:00.000+08:00

How can a father be so selfish and irresponsible? Disgusting fellow never fail to make me hate him even more. How unlucky of me to be his son.

RAYA WITH WJLA

2011-09-13T07:05:00.000+08:00

I had a great time Raya-ing with my WJLA friends and our affiliates. It was fun and full of laughter. This year we had the most number of people as compare to last three years (21 of us altogether).

And now I'm down with flu and a little bit of cough and headache at times. Spamming myself with medicine so that I can recover quickly. I hate being sick!

Smile

2011-09-11T02:20:00.000+08:00

I love things that can make me smile. I also love people who can make me smile. You have been making me smile so is it alright if I say that I love you?

Gamble it away

2011-09-05T04:20:00.001+08:00

My poker chips are running dry. I've been using it without getting much returns. It really lower my self-esteem and confidence. Should I stop and try to gain back some of the losses? Or should I just go on trying until I get it? Okay before you suspect me of gambling, I shall tell you this first. The poker chips that I mentioned has no monetary value in it.

Dead space

2011-08-29T03:20:00.000+08:00

Wow this blog is like so dead. So what's new? Hmm let me see.....I'm hooked onto this show called 'How I met your mother'. At first I thought it's gonna be a freaking lame show but I was totally wrong. The show never fail to crack me up on every episode. You all should watch it if you have not do so.

My left knee hurts. The pain is actually not new. If I remember corrected it was in June that I first encounter this pain. I fall into the drain because of some stupid reason. Although the pain is bearable it is still annoying.

Okay no more updates. Actually have la but I'm just lazy. Bye.

Bad deeds

2011-08-08T06:27:00.000+08:00

I can do whatever bad deeds I want. But I'll make sure I won't get other people involved and get affected by it. That's how I live.

One more try. Even if I fail, I won't cry.

Swayed

2011-08-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

Why am I swayed by your words?

Where?

2011-07-30T03:14:00.000+08:00

It's now up to me to make the decision, to make whatever that is wrong right and find back my passion. But the problem is I don't know where to start from.

It's raining

2011-07-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

What a nice weather to sleep in. But too bad for me I can't sleep now cos I slept in the evening and woke up around 11 plus.

And now I can't stop thinking about you.

Faster faster!

2011-07-20T02:56:00.002+08:00

2 weeks faster come! HAHA can't wait!

Focus

2011-07-19T14:44:00.000+08:00

I lose focus easily. Only study one topic my mind went elsewhere already. Surely gonna fail my test. Dammit!

High and low

2011-07-17T03:12:00.001+08:00

Nowadays my emotion is like a roller coaster. One moment I'm happy and the next I find myself feeling sad for no reason (I think). What is it that I want? What is it that I need? My sanity has its limit.

It's complicated

2011-07-14T08:00:00.000+08:00

Why can't life/things be simple and not complicated.

Limit

2011-07-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

I will test out how far I can go in this condition. It's definitely gonna hurt but I'll just give it a shot!

Shitty

2011-07-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

I feel shitty when I'm being blamed for things that I didn't do and I'm entirely not at fault. My happy mood just went down the drain today.

Friends

2011-07-07T02:46:00.000+08:00

When I'm with my friends, I forgot about all my problems and really enjoy my time being with them.

Time is running.......

2011-07-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

Now I'm afraid I might not be able to make it in time. Oh gosh I really need to focus and prioritize the more important stuffs!

I thought I kicked that habit forever but sadly no. It started off with a puff or two and then more. I don't know the reason why but nowadays, it's very hard for me to focus. I broke the promise I've made to myself and the goals I wish to strive for seems to be fading away. I want to get back on the right track but it is so hard and mentally tiring. I'm so tired I wish everything would end right now.

Not the same

2011-06-25T00:17:00.001+08:00

Once you're confused and stressed, and start doing stupid things, make sure you slap yourself three times, focus and think properly. If not, you might end up regretting for the rest of your life.

a b c d e f g

2011-06-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

This piece of music can make you stop what you're doing. One of my favourite.

We pass, run and shoot

2011-06-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

Soccer today was kinda fun. And Healme end up injuring his wrist end up cannot go home with his bike. Today I was supposed to go to work but I got mc. LOL not sick but chowkeng.Actually I took mc for yesterday cos I forget got Shol's bbq then I go write down my schedule wrongly. So I decided to take mc for yesterday. I go see doctor then say got headche and muscle ache then doctor gave me two days mc. I feel bad for the people at my workplace but aiyah heck care ah. Friends are more important.

I need to rediscover my life. I need time to know myself. And after I'm done with these, I'll surely take you with me.

Passion

2011-05-27T02:24:00.000+08:00

What happened to the new blood? They don't seem to be as passionate as the old ones. How are we, the old ones, gonna let go if the new ones don't seem to care much about the organization? It seems like everything will fall once the old ones leave the organization.

Rolling in

2011-05-19T23:34:00.001+08:00

I really don't like it when I feel tired for no reason. Like for example right now. Today I didn't do much. Woke up in the afternoon, go RP for awhile, meet up with some friends for dinner and play shooting game at arcade. That's all I did for today but my mind feel so damn tired. Yeah anyway, I'm now working as a waiter at Cafe Cartel IMM. Started working last monday. I kinda like the job because it's not that tiring and the people there are quite friendly. I'm gonna make myself busy as I'm getting sick and tired of slacking. Oh and also can get to see pretty girls!

Okay I got nothing else to say. I think my blog is getting boring. Most of my updates like not much contents and are very short. I will try to think of ways to improve it. Keep on checking my blog alright!

Ha-na

2011-05-07T03:50:00.000+08:00

One more month and please tell me I'm okay.

The colorful vs The white

2011-05-06T02:31:00.002+08:00

Have not been updating my blog for quite some time. There's no significant event happening these few days. The only thing that changed is that I'm reading and catching up on this year GE. Before this, I don't really give a damn about GE because I have this mindset that PAP, which is the ruling party of singapore since long long time ago(don't know exactly when), is an elite party that can easily win the parliament seats either by simply a walk-over or getting majority of the votes. However this year GE seems kind of different. The opposite somehow appear strong. Actually to tell you the truth, I got hook into this GE for the wrong reason at first. I stumble upon a video of Nicole Seah of NSP giving her speech at a rally. Well she's quite attractive. But of course I do watch other videos. Okay I'm getting lazier to type what I have in mind. The bottom line is I don't care who win or lose. All I need is a government that can help me secure my future because the next 5 years of my life will be an important one. All the best to everyone.

My mum is a hardcore fan of PAP but when I ask her why, she can't give me definite answer. All these years, she have been giving in a blind support. I bet she's not the only one. I just hope that in the next GE, people will read up more and do their research because by doing that, they will gain more insights and understanding about the situation. And therefore the votes will be more accurate.

Like a....?

2011-04-14T13:57:00.002+08:00

Like a king or a wastrel?

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2011-04-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

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B.O.R.E.D

2011-04-10T04:37:00.000+08:00

When to meet some of the KBT for lunch . Only got a few but it was okay and we played monopoly deal. Then after that went to my aunt's house. Damn boring la. Then have to listen to my uncle lecture on marriage and religion. Not say I don't like la it's just that he went quite in-depth and some of the questions he asked me I can't answer because I seriously long time never practice my religion.

Then at night went over to Fahmy's house watch soccer with Sool, Healme and Izuwan.

I don't look like him. And I don't want to be like him. Sometimes I really wish I could tell them how I really feel about him.

Nothing

2011-04-06T04:44:00.001+08:00

I really have nothing to blog these days. I mean life is good for me currently. I eat well, sleep well and enjoy myself everyday (sitting infront of laptop watching videos/reading stuffs). Some people might think I'm lazy because I can use my free time to earn extra cash but instead I just slack off (I don't come from rich family fyi). It's not that I'm lazy it's just that I want to enjoy myself as much as possible. How long more will I be able to enjoy myself like this. I mean I have to move on to the next phase of life which is NS and then enter the workforce and when that happen, I have to work real hard. There won't be much time for me to enjoy. So yeah, let me enjoy as much as possible.

Something to share with you guys. Got it from a website.

Love vs Obsession

1. Love always means caring, supportive and giving. Obsession is only a crazy idea where a person cannot think in an affectionate manner.

2. One may give more importance to the other’s needs when in love. Whereas, an obsessed person gives more importance to his or her needs.

3. Love has no limits or boundaries, and there is complete freedom. Well, obsession is something that has its own limitations, and it is a condition where one feels like they have no freedom.

4. Obsession is also shrouded with jealousy. Love is always pure, and it is the understanding between

Acknowledgment: http://www.differencebetween.net/miscellaneous/difference-between-love-and-obsession/#ixzz1IgRB8w5Z

Pinky toe

2011-03-29T19:57:00.000+08:00

My left pinky toe swollen! Actually at first not that bad but then I go act macho in front of the female teacher officers LOL. Now can see blood clot all over the toe. Damn pain sia. Okay forgot to tell you guys how I got the injury. Got it when sparring with Shafiq. Get well soon pinky toe I need you!

In love

2011-03-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

Oh yes I'm totally in love. In love with the honey that my mum brought home. Somehow it makes me feel healthier.

Sometimes I wonder if you think about me too.

Half

2011-03-26T03:18:00.000+08:00

The moon is beautiful even when it's half.

If WJLA lunch date confirm, who wanna be my date for that day?

Moving on

2011-03-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

I can move on with my life, graduate from poly and serve the nation. But I choose not to. Well honestly, I still wanna enjoy teenage life. So yeah, I'm gonna retake another module. And of course, I do think about my future. Given my current situation, my first choice career will be LAE. I will make another decision in June. Come on people pray hard that I will get Pes B.

I hate being sick!

WJLA

2011-03-20T17:30:00.002+08:00

19th March, WJLA 2nd Annual Dinner @ Seoul Garden.

!

2011-03-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

I need a replacement.

Talent

2011-03-14T13:29:00.001+08:00

Hmm what's my talent? Come to think of it, I'm not really good at anything.

Getting the motivation to keep doing something is the hardest thing.

Out

2011-03-10T21:02:00.002+08:00

Not sure whether I'm doing the right thing. But who cares.

First

2011-03-09T08:21:00.000+08:00

Who is the first person that comes to mind when you're happy or sad?

Sometimes........

2011-03-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we can't go for what we want. It's either morally wrong or it's not ours anymore.

Surprise!!!

2011-03-06T01:51:00.001+08:00

I totally didn't see it coming. When they started singing the birthday song, I was so surprised+confused+happy. I wanna thank everyone for their wishes, gifts, those who turned up just now for being there and especially to the people/person who planned all these. Really love you people <3. Try to guess what I wished for =]

Gosh I hope I can wake up tomorrow for soccer. If I didn't wake up, they got no ball to play with LOL.

The feeling needs to be mutual.

1 round

2011-03-05T04:30:00.000+08:00

Just 1 round around the estate before I go to sleep. Need to perspire yo!

Ideas?

2011-03-04T05:26:00.000+08:00

I ran out of ideas of what to blog.

It's definitely platonic love.

Poison

2011-03-03T06:26:00.000+08:00

Love is a poison. But it's a poison that everyone needs. Love can bring us happiness but there are risk of heartbreaks and possible sins (sex and unwanted pregnancy).

Good friends and girl friend, the people you should treasure the most.

Self defence?

2011-03-02T03:46:00.000+08:00

My mum asked me one of the strangest question, "Adik (everyone calls me little brother at home), you want to learn fighting from your uncle?". I just gave her the -__- look. She got a point la youth nowadays very violent so must learn self defence. But why from my uncle lol?

Sometimes I feel so empty, alone and lost.

You can smile, you can laugh, you can joke until you go crazy. But at end of the day, ask youself whether you're happy.

Pangseh ah!

2011-03-01T04:41:00.001+08:00

I wanna watch 127 hours! Heh I shall pangseh the boring route march and watch movie instead.

As long as I'm happy. And of course, I hope everyone is happy.

XOXO

2011-02-28T06:27:00.000+08:00

The hearts has many things to say but the words don't come out.

Hmmph

2011-02-25T03:20:00.000+08:00

Shouldn't have asked her about it. Now I'm started to think a lot. But if it's true then jia lat.

Really?

2011-02-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

Good or bad

2011-02-23T16:26:00.000+08:00

I felt angry when my intentions were perceived wrongly by others. And even angrier at myself when I failed to make them understand my points.

Where is it!?

2011-02-20T13:28:00.001+08:00

My no.4 uniform is not at home. If it's not in HQ, then I officially lost my no.4.

Medical Examination

2011-02-17T03:40:00.000+08:00

Okay since I'm really bored and have nothing to do (actually need to study but decided to postpone), I will blog about my NS medical checkup at CMPB. First of all, I was late for the checkup. Booked the appointment at 9 but I woke up at 10. Reach CMPB at around 1230. So have to wait for the second session which starts at 1300. First thing that I need to do is take photo. The guy anyhow comb for me. I think I look like Mr.Bean. The have to wait. While waiting I was kind of nervous because I kept thinking about the blood collection. I got bad experience with needles being poked into my body.

And so the session start. First station is the urine test. LOL have to pee in the small bottle. Then must place the indicator in and show it to the guy in charge. Next was blood collection. The needle poking wasn't painful. So everything done, I thought I was okay. Then must proceed to the hearing test. When in the cubicle, I have to put on the head phone and listen to sound. If got sound then must raise hand. LOL suddenly my vision blurred. I feel faint. So end up have to rest for awhile before doing the hearing test again. After that check eyesight. The woman say I have to change my spec (duh that spec I bought it in sec 2). After that see the dentist. The process quite fast. He just count for don't know what. Then after that X-ray, check height and weight and blood pressure. At these stations all must take of shirt. ECG was next. LOL the thing they put on the body very ticklish. After ECG, meet the MO. He asked some questions and then have to pull down pants. The he told me that my heart might have problem so to be save he refer me to cardiologist for further checkup. He gave me PES D = Temporary unfit for grading and pending further review. Quite shocked when he told me this. After proceed to questionnaires and do some test (I think it's IQ test). Then end of medical checkup. I really hope I will up PES. If not then my NS = sad.

Wait

2011-02-16T18:52:00.001+08:00

What he told me was kinda alarming at first. But when he said 99% came back as normal, I was more at ease. I have to wait till June to really know the result. Just hope there's nothing wrong.

Just stupid

2011-02-15T06:36:00.001+08:00

You ruin my mood, you ruin my morning. Consider yourself lucky I didn't swing my fist right at your dirty mouth.

Dessert

2011-02-15T02:37:00.000+08:00

LOL 6 people sharing this Family Fondue at Anderson's Ice Cream. Me, Wei Hao, Hakim , Fahmy, Izuwan and Khalil.

Ouch ouch

2011-02-14T18:22:00.000+08:00

I should stop sleeping on the right side.

3 of us

2011-02-14T02:38:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether I hate or love myself. But I will try to be a better person no doubt.

The Female Rules?

2011-02-09T05:09:00.004+08:00

LOL this is definitely interesting! Found this while searching for other stuff (don't ask me what it is).

The Female Rules

1. The Female always makes The Rules.
2. The Rules are subject to change without notice.
3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules.
4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some of The Rules.
5. The Female is never wrong.
6. If it appears the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding caused by something the Male did or said wrong.
7. If Rule #6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.
8. The Female can change her mind at any time.
9. The Male must never change his mind without the express written consent of The Female.
10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.
11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female wants him to be angry or upset.
12. The Female must, under no circumstances, let the Male know whether she wants him to be angry or upset.
13. The Male is expected to read the mind of the Female at all times.
14. At all times, what is important is what the Female meant, not what she said.
15. If the Male doesn't abide by The Rules, it is because he can't take the heat, lacks backbone, and is a wimp.
16. If the Female has PMS, all The Rules are null and void and the Male must cater to her every whim.
17. If the Male, at any time, believes he is right, he must refer to Rule #5.

Copyright: http://my.opera.com/SerbianFighter/blog/?id=217633

It's hard to differentiate between a fake and a genuine smile. But one thing for sure is that I'm good at doing both.

Till my pinky went numb

2011-02-08T05:19:00.002+08:00

New blogskin. Just a simple one. I also changed WJLA blogskin. At first I really have no idea what theme to change to, how to make it unique. Here's the end result. My pinky went numb after that. But I feel good. Seriously.

Ah-choo!

2011-02-06T22:00:00.003+08:00

My nose gonna fly soon!

For what reason?

1 month

2011-02-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up late today. Supposed to wake up early (around 9) to go see Ma'am Liz's child baptism cum CNY at a church somewhere in Bugis. Lucky Fahmy went over to my house at 1130 to wake me up (the event start at 1100). Saw Ma'am, talked about some stuffs, eat and then went back. Oh yah we saw Janice KBT at Bugis. Small country indeed. And now I'm bored.

KBT CNY

2011-02-05T03:22:00.009+08:00

Kyubantai CNY outing was quite fun. Meet at West Coast Park, then go West Coast Plaza for dinner and lastly played with sparklers at Clementi Woods Park. Lazy to go into details so I'll just upload photos for you all to see. Oh and meet up WJLA for awhile before going home.

Sparkles!

Green ghost on the most left

Yesterday's Gang =]

Nice tongue Qian Ying =P

JJ extra! That's Janice.

Pei Jia. Isn't she sexy lol (today only).

Being with them makes me feel younger.

Drama!

2011-02-01T12:09:00.002+08:00

No more late night drama. Because of that, I'm dying in class!

Hope

2011-02-01T02:24:00.000+08:00

You are unconsciously giving him hope. A false hope.

Go away

2011-01-30T21:28:00.004+08:00

Exams in 2 weeks time but I'm still slacking. And the rain is
making me depressed for don't know what reason.

My style

2011-01-29T01:52:00.000+08:00

The great leader speaks little.
He never speaks carelessly.
He works without self-interest and leaves no trace.
When all is finished, the people say, “We did it ourselves.”

The final beep

2011-01-26T00:50:00.001+08:00

I look at the monitor, hoping to see her pulse and heart rate stabalize. But instead, it keep getting slower.......and slower and then no signal. I knew she was gone. Tears filled my eyes but I wiped it immediately before it roll down my cheeks. I kiss her for the last time before saying goodbye. Rest peacefully my dear aunt.

Thank you.

KTP

2011-01-25T14:55:00.002+08:00

What I like about this hospital is that there's no medicine/detergent/weird clinical smell. The view is also very nice can see plants and flowers everywhere. And you know when you go hospital you'll have this unexplain scary feelings, this place don't have.

No more

2011-01-24T11:43:00.002+08:00

I will miss her cos death is part and parcel of life. Wake up soon dear aunt =[

She'll be alright!

2011-01-23T01:52:00.001+08:00

The birthday surprise was a success I guessed. It was kinda messy because we(she) didn't really plan properly. Most of the things was like on-the-spot kind of ideas. But it was good.

After that went to KTP hospital to visit my aunt. The story I heard was that she contracted dengue fever and was warded yesterday. Then today afternoon she suddenly became unconscious and after the CT scan doctors found out she got blood clot in her brain and needs to be operated. She's in ICU now after operation and in a state of coma. I just hope she wake up soon and gets better.

Can't help but smile.

Put it back on?

2011-01-22T03:08:00.001+08:00

Should I put back the tagboard? Should I change the blogskin? Or should I just use wordpress instead?

DE test was easier than what I expected it to be. But I write too slow so got a couple of blanks. Damn! Need to write faster next time.

I can't wait for the celebration later! And I don't want to lose a bet to that small thing!! GRRRR!!

Someday I will. I hope.

Never let it go

2011-01-21T01:01:00.005+08:00

For l'd learned that some things are best kept secret.

Noisy

2011-01-20T01:37:00.000+08:00

The construction work near my house is getting on my nerve. Very noisy. Wanna sleep longer cannot. Watch tv/play game also cannot hear anything. What to do? Just have to bear with it lor!

Somehow I think he knows the plan but kept quiet. Sorry my wonderful assistant if this surprise not so surprising. Don't forget the bet ah!

Fahmy went over my house. He sing I play guitar. The after that join Hakim, Teck Khoon and Mr Edwin for dinner. Talk about some NCC stuffs and the plans/ideas for his unit. Talk talk talk until very late. Then went back home.

Sometimes I just wish I could hug you.

Again

2011-01-18T17:09:00.001+08:00

Guess what. I was late again for school. Maybe got something wrong with the alarm. Then in school, the facilitator just flashed all the worksheet answers and she say no need presentation. So whole day slack. I just read my book, sleep a bit and then read again. Oh and I found my lost specs. My classmate kept it in the class drawer. But I don't think I can wear it because it's damaged. It's not broken. I think someone accidentally stepped on it.

Nowadays, I feel very weird.

Love was mine to give, without strings or expectations.

Late

2011-01-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

Today I was late for school for the first time for this semester. Woke up at 0930hr (class starts at 0915hr). Quickly shower and prepare myself for school. Then in school I thought I entered the wrong class because the facilitator was a different guy (initially chinese but today indian) but I look around saw all my China classmates. I settle down and start doing my work. Somehow today I felt very very lazy. I ditched doing my practical and started reading the book I borrowed from the library. So basically today all I did was read the book. Then during presentation I just smoke my way through.

And I've been feeling very weird lately.

You're like living in my head without paying the rent.

Hello & Farewell

2011-01-16T04:00:00.000+08:00

Went to YISS for the CCA open house. Managed to get Ridzuan, Yatt, Chiat, JJ and Siti to come over to my school and watch the YINCC fsd and pds combined performance. Honestly I think the cadets did a wonderful job. Really proud of them. Billy, Rachel and Charmaine came later.

Then went home bathe, get change and meet them at IMM for lunch before going to HQ for chairman farewall parade.

Chairman farewell parade was just okay. Wasn't really interested in the parade and the longggggg speech. Went there just to support the West people involved and meet up with friends. The best part, lol taking photos! Have to thank Siti for the camera. Have to wait for her to upload all of it.

And today I made Eunice angry/sad/disappointed. I wanna call her to take photo with me but accidently called her Qian Ying! Haiyah......sorry x100.

Then after the parade went to AMK hub for dinner at mac. Got PJ and QY confirmed got laughter one. Had a great time there with them.

Went back BB to meet up with Fahmy, Izuwan and Khalil. Sit down at coffee shop for awhile and then go my house watch soccer. Fahmy standard halfway through the match will sleep one. Izuwan also.

And now I'm very tired.

You make me smile. You make me happy.

It starts with a 'Y'.

2011-01-15T01:42:00.002+08:00

2 day spend at JVSS made me realized how much I miss my own unit. Later I'll be going back my old sch for the CCA open house. Looking forward to the PDS FSD combined performance!

Will you let me in to your heart?

Here we go again!

2011-01-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

Today went JP. Bought new perfume, meet up with PJ to pass her no.3 shoe and then went home. Hakim came over and we played Guitar Hero and after that meet up with Fahmy to have our dinner. So that's all for today.

You won't know how I feel but that's okay I like the way it is now.

And off

2011-01-11T05:32:00.001+08:00

When it's hard to make a decision, I prefer not to make any. Call me indecisive, but that's just my way of running away from confusion.

I thought I finally made it. But I thought wrong.

Lie

2011-01-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

I'm lying if I say I don't miss you.

See you in Korea

2011-01-09T16:05:00.001+08:00

Saturday, another day spend with the NCC people from morning all the way till night. Went to breakfast at Mac with Fahmy, Wei Hao and Qiao Wei. My stomach wasn't feeling really good at that time maybe because of the crab I ate for supper. But I still ate my breakfast. Well, who could resist the delicious Macdonald breakfast.

West council meeting was.....I got nothing about the meeting. Nothing special.

During west meeting, Fahmy gave his farewell speech. Halfway through his speech, he mentioned my name. His voice started to get deeper. And then Sholihin's name were mentioned. Something that I would have never expect happened. He started to tear up. I did not know how to react, whether to be happy or sad, to laugh or to cry. So I just sat there smiling and at the end of his speech, we show the people in there our brotherhood and hug him.

After west meeting, we headed down to Lot1 to have our dinner. We ta pau and sit at the Garden Plaza to eat. And as usual, we have our games. It was damn fun. I hope there'll be a next time.

One string at a time. More strings, higher chances of them being tangled.